baby steps

I wanted to talk about how shitty I’ve been feeling lately, then I suddenly learned that mercury is in retrograde… so… it seems to be appropriate to blame it on that LOL.

** this post is 2 months overdue oops

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Love & Hate

Someone I used to know told me that Love and Hate were just different sides of the same coin. The opposite of love isn’t hate, but indifference. When I think about the people I hate, it made sense that they were people that I used to love.

I hate holding grudges. I hate triggering negative feelings by hearing a name or a sound, or smelling a familiar scent. I know it’s unavoidable and there are always going to be people I hate, but I’m just so vulnerable to the idea that I can somehow fix or reverse the hurt they’ve inflicted on me.

I think I just need to accept that there are some things that I’m never going to fully heal from and that it’s alright. Not everything needs fixing; I just need to learn how to deal with my emotions, take my past and learn from it.


It’s been a hot minute since I last blogged! I’ve been so busy since I’ve started going back to work and I haven’t had the time and energy to just sit in front of my laptop and type away about my day. It’s just really funny that I went from blogging almost every single day during Circuit Breaker to blogging once every 2 to 3 months.

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